Sometimes it feels like you love them more than you love yrself...

It was my boyfriends 21st on Tues, wat an exciting age to be and it brought a smile to my face as i cud c the excitement he was trying to hide... it was a whopper of a nyt with so much fun and laughter and of course many memories made! most of all he had an awesome 21st and everything i wished for him. Its a great feeling knowing u had the chance to share it with him. Its actually quite a terrifying thing wen u realise how much u can actually love someone sometimes it feels like you love them more than u love yrself, yet they neva really realise this, as its a feeling which is not the easiest to show. All u can do is hope and pray that u neva fall behind them and get shut out leaving behind all the feelings and love u've eva given them. Its a feeling no one wud wish upon anyone, and the sad thing is as loved ones we do this to eachother? Hes names Richard, my anchor my rock, and i love him much more than even  ................................................................................................................................................................. myself.